Saturday, December 26, 2009

Dear Mom,

How was your Christmas? Did you get anything good? Did you have your own Christmas party? I'm sure you did...playing tons of games & eating ono food.

Our Christmas was good too. The kids got all kinds of good stuff. Nunu got clothes, DS games & a video game chair (yikes) & Ry got some toys & clothes. We spent Christmas day at Uncle Kamo's house, we ate prime rib, king crab, ham, potato salad, rice & veggies. THEN we went to meet the gang at Muckleshoot for dinner. There was about 27 of us. It was so neat to go there & not have to wait for food to cook or clean up!! I think that just may be a new tradition!!

We are all definitely missing you this year. It's not just me. I received a few text messages, saw a lot of Facebook updates & saw on people's faces that this year was just different without you here. I went to the house yesterday & put a picture of the girls in a "I love my Grandma" frame next to your urn. I sat on the bed, stared at the urn & the photos that surround it & told you that i loved you & missed you....i do. Very much.

I'm trying my best to move forward, but it's just hard when someone that I used to talk to several times a day & see everyday is no longer here. I know that you don't want us to be sad, but it's hard not to be. I miss everything about you & dream of you often...

i love you.