Friday, December 31, 2010
December 31, 2010
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Saturday, December 25, 2010
December 25, 2010
Dear Mom,
Merry Christmas Mama!! How was your day today? Did you all have a good day? I'm sure you did with tons of ono food. As usual last night was spent with my inlaws. We ate good & then opened presents & by the time that was done, I was exhausted!! The kids got TONS of stuff: clothes, sweaters, toys, video games, barbie jeep. Yes, i said barbie jeep. Ry is in love with it & paid no attention to anything else afterwards. Here's a picture of her in it this morning while watching Yo Gabba Gabba....
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Sunday, December 19, 2010
Sunday, December 19, 2010
Dear Mama,
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Thursday, November 25, 2010
November 25. 2010
Dear Mama,
Happy Thanksgiving! :)
We're in Honolulu. We've been here for 9 days now. I'm loving it. Mostly loving the fact that back home in Seattle, they got SNOW earlier this week. YUCK! So we definitely lucked out & picked the perfect time to come here. We've been staying at Candice's house & basing our day around what we're going to eat. It's great. Then we take a nap & sometimes go to the beach. We haven't done much shopping YET, i'm sure that'll come this weekend or during the week. We leave here next week Friday already. I think I could stay another 2 weeks easily.
Any exciting plans for you today? We'll be headed to Keali'i's house in Kapolei this afternoon. The family is all getting together over there & we're having all Hawaiian food. So ready for it!!
Anyway, I hope that you are enjoying your day & eating all the poke & poi you can handle. I love you so much & miss you like crazy. Love you...
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Sunday, November 14, 2010
November 14, 2010
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Saturday, November 13, 2010
November 13, 2010
Some folks left shortly after, some stayed to clean up & talk a little. I had told Kapua & Uncle that I hadn't had my "talk" with her yet. Uncle suggested that I go back & have the conversation with her. I explained to them that I wanted to be there, but I also didn't want to be there. Not long afterwards, everyone was gone.
Marcel was working til 3am, so I grabbed Ry, put her on my chest, grabbed a blanket & slept on the couch. My intention was to wait til Marcel got home, leave Ry with him while I go to Mom's house. I fell asleep.
I woke up to my phone ringing at 2:40am. A call from Dad that Mom had stopped breathing & that he had called 911. I grabbed Ry, ran up to my room, put her on my bed & changed my clothes. I tried to call Marcel's phone, but no answer. I remember standing over her trying to figure out if I should pack her up in her car seat. She was sound asleep. From that point to driving out of my neighborhood is a blur. The next thing I remember & still have flashbacks to, is the moment that I was driving up Hoyt Rd toward the Walgreens & driving slow. I drove slow on purpose. I didn't want to arrive before the ambulance did. I didn't want to go in to the house & find her unresponsive. I was scared that I'd be there with Dad, not knowing what to do for her & completely losing it.
I remember taking the turn down their street where all i could see was flashing lights & big red trucks in front of their house. I remember feeling sick to my stomach as I grabbed Ry in her baby carseat & ran toward the house because it was freezing. I remember walking through the garage & being greeted by Uncle Pete before hitting the door to enter the house & he said "ok, they're working on her. But it's not a pretty sight. CPR is scary & it looks scary, so just walk behind me, I'll take Ry & don't look up while we walk to the kitchen. They're right in the living room working on her ok?" I don't remember if i said ok or not, but i remember grabbing his shoulder & looking down, walking through the door & looking up the stairs.
She was lying on the ground. A man was kneeling down next to her, maybe 2 or 3 of them & 1 of them was pumping on her chest hard. I remember a gasp coming from my mouth, turning around & walking back outside.
Dad came out, held me & told me that they were working hard to bring her back, but that she wasn't in pain & that she's ok & it doesn't hurt. I forget what else he said, but I was so scared. I called my Auntie Day in Honolulu & tried my best to explain what was going on. She ended up talking to Dad.
It seemed like eternity while I stood in the garage just waiting for someone to say something. I then remember a man walking out of the house & saying that they were getting ready to transport her to the ambulance. I told Uncle Pete that I didn't want to see her come out & that i'd wait in the van. He said 'ok.' I sat in the van waiting for the heat to kick in & shortly after, Uncle Pete brought Ry out to me. I called my sister inlaw to meet me at the ER to take Ry. I waited some more & stared out the front windshield waiting for them to take her. And when I finally saw her on the stretcher going out to the ambulance, i heard this song playing...
I waited for forever for the ambulance guys to get in & drive away so that I could follow. Then i saw a car approaching, which was Marcel. Then Dad came out & said that the ambulance couldn't leave until Mom had a heartbeat & when they moved her from the house to the ambulance, she had one. But once they got her in, they had lost it again & were trying to get her back. When they did, they drove off, I followed with Dad & Ry in the van, Marcel followed behind me & Uncle Pete followed behind him.
When we reached the ER, they took Mom right in & Dad jumped out of my van to be with her while I handed Ry over to my sister inlaw. I asked Uncle Pete to go in with Dad, because I didn't want Dad to be alone. Marcel waited for me to finish up things with my sister inlaw & we went in to the waiting room. I swear that we had only sat there for 2 minutes before Marcel said "i'll be right back, i have to go to the bathroom." As soon as he stood up & walked to the bathroom & the door closed, Uncle Pete came from behind the receptionist desk walking toward me...
His eyes were red. He looked at me as he walked closer to me. His arms were slightly bent & his hands were palms up & he shook his head in a "no" motion & said that she was gone. He came over & held me as I cried loudly in his arms. I then heard Marcel coming out of the bathroom & walking over & then taking over Uncle Pete's position from there on.
I don't know who called who or how the news had traveled, but it traveled fast. Before I know it, Uncle Kamaile was there, Kapua was there, Alaka'i was there, Auntie Sue was there, all of my hula sisters, all of my hula family, my cousins, Chelsea & Chandra, my father inlaw. They were all there.
It took me hours before I had decided to go in to see Mom. I was pretty reluctant to see her, as I wanted to remember her the way I'd seen her last. But after awhile, I wanted to go in. I walked in to the room which was filled with everyone sitting around her & I stared at her. I remember touching her face. Touching her arms, her hands...they were so cold. I remember kissing her. And then I remember giggling, because she looked like she was sleeping. We all then sat around & talked. About her. About our recent trip to Ia Oe. About what she should wear for her service. We cried. We laughed.
It wasn't until about this point that I had found out the details about what had happened after I'd left the house. Dad said that Mom was just frustrated & couldn't get comfortable. No matter what he did or she did. She was agitated. After awhile, she'd fall asleep here & there, but wouldn't sleep long before tossing & turning again. During one of her small naps, Dad went into the computer room to change into his shorts. While he was changing, he heard her clap her hands for his attention. She didn't have much of a voice, so this was her way of getting anyone's attention. When he looked across the hall at her laying in her bed, she was looking at him, had her hands out reaching for him...almost beckoning him like a baby does for help up. He ran over to her, grabbed her arms to help her sit up, put her legs over the edge of the bed next to his & he put his arm around her as she put her head on his shoulder. He said that not even a few minutes had passed & he couldn't hear her breathing anymore. He called her name, shook her shoulders while she was still slumped down against his shoulder & there was nothing. He then laid her back on the bed & her eyes were wide open & so was her mouth & there was no breath. She was gone. He ran downstairs to call 911 & they asked him to start CPR on her. He ran back upstairs, grabbed her under her head & legs, carried her down to the living room where there was more room & began CPR until the medics got there. He & I are convinced that she was no longer there by the time the ambulance had shown up. So even though her death certificate reads that her time of death was 3:51am, to us, her time of death was 2:40am shortly before he'd called me.
After a couple of hours at the hospital, we decided that it was time to say our last goodbyes. Dad had decided to have her corneas donated & when we were done with our goodbyes, they would have her transported to the funeral home where things would be handled from there. Before leaving the hospital, Dad, Uncle Kamaile, Uncle Pete & I sat in the room. We each took turns saying our last goodbye. And we left.
My house was filled off & on all day long with loved ones & we ended the evening with everyone coming over & eating & just being together. Because really, that's all that I wanted. Was to be surrounded by everyone who loved her just as much as I did.
Today, as I reflect on the last days with my Mom, i'm reminded of how wonderful of a woman she was. How much everyone loved her dearly. How strong she was up until the very end. And how she left here exactly like she wanted to. Looking back, I believe that she knew in California that it would be her last trip & that after winning those trophies, that halau would be ok. I believe that while she was at the casino the day before, she knew that it would be her last time there, so she wanted to stay as long as she could. I believe that while we were at the SCCA, she didn't want to sit with the hospice lady, because she wouldn't need them. I believe that she knew that Dad would be ok without her, because they had prayed that morning about allowing God to do what was good for her. I believe that she thought Uncle Kamaile would be ok, because halau had made a great impression at Ia Oe & that it would be a stepping stone to getting to Hilo, however with Uncle, I don't think he's completely healed from losing his best friend.
For me, I've found peace with Mom's passing. I know that she's no longer suffering, she's no longer sick & is living to her fullest. However, there isn't a day that goes by that I don't think of her. I often look over in my passenger seat & remember her sitting there next to me going where ever we needed to go. I look at things that remind me of things that I did with her. I see things that I wished she was here to see too. Out of everything, I just miss her presence more than anything. Even in her most quietest moments, her presence was loud & always appreciated & loved.
Momma....i miss you so much. And I love you so very much. I look at my pictures on my wall everyday & wish for you to be here with me. To be here with my kids. To be here with halau. To be here with Dad. I just wish that I could have you back here with me again...i love you.
**The last photo taken with Mom - Ia Oe E Ka La 2009**
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Friday, November 12, 2010
Friday, November 12, 2010
Dear Mama...
This morning I am a bit anxious. Dates are just numbers yet hold so much meaning & I refuse to let the date haunt me for the rest of my life. As I look back on the dates that have passed & at the dates that are arriving, it only reminds me of what was going on at this time last year. It reminds me of how scared I was, how scared I was for you, how scared I was to lose you, how scared I was for Dad, how scared I was for halau, how scared I was for Uncle. This is what I wrote on this day last year...
CLICK HERE FOR NOVEMBER 12, 2009
And I believe that was the first time that I was so bluntly honest about how you were so weak. I remember crying a lot back then. I was just scared.
**You'll have to excuse me, because I've spent a lot of time today reminiscing about these last days last year**
Well we are back from Ia Oe E Ka La & we did great!! We came home with 4 trophies...
**2nd Place - Group Kane Kahiko
**2nd Place - Group Palua Kahiko
**1st Place - Group Palua Auana
**3rd Place - Solo Wahine
We had such a good time & it was so obvious that your presence was very much missed. From the moment we stepped on the stage for our run through, to going on stage, coming off stage & in the dressing room. You surrounded all of us & we felt it.
Just before I went on for my solo kahiko, i stood behind the curtain as the 2 ladies waited for my nod to open the curtain. I took a few deep breaths, I looked up & said "you ready Mama??" It makes me laugh now, because I think it would've been funny if there was some sort of response...like me tripping on stage or something. LOL Just before going on for auana, I did the same....took a few deep breaths, I looked up & said "here we go Mom!" I was so at peace on stage, I wasn't nervous or anything. However, I looked at Gram a little too early. Earlier than I wanted to. When I saw her, she had both hands by her nose, clutching on to a kleenex. I started to cry at that moment & was in complete blurry cry baby mode by the time I started my ho'i. But it's ok.
This weekend, we've got a few things lined up to celebrate you. I hope you enjoy. Auntie Day sent a lei that is making my house smell so nice...i love it. I love you & am missing you so much today, which is no different than any other day.
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Wednesday, November 3, 2010
Wednesday, November 3, 2010
Dear Mama,
Well today is the day!! Everyone is still asleep & I am up, packed & ready to go. We are leaving for Oakland today for Ia Oe E Ka La. I'm so excited for this trip, but also so sad at the same time. I'm excited to get out of town & away from "responsibilities" for 5 days, represent halau in the best way possible & perform. In the background, I am sad, because this is the last trip that we took together last year. Tons of emotions ran through all of us during that trip & while we danced for you last year...this year is in memory of you.
I hope that on Friday during my solo, that you grab a front row spot & watch over me proudly. I hope that you love my songs. I hope that you love what we did with one of your old mu'u. I know that you will be with me this weekend & I just hope that you enjoy the show...from all of us, because we will be missing you so much during this trip.
I love you...
PS - Gram arrived last night. She said "hi sistaaaaaaaaaaaaaa" lol
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Tuesday, October 26, 2010
Tuesday, October 26, 2010
Dear Mom,
How are you? I'm doing ok tonight. Just been thinking a lot about you lately. Lots of reminiscing, lots of memories, lots of thinking about how the year has gone by so quickly.
Tonight I had solo practice & I finally feel ok with my songs...beginning to end. I plan on getting in some dance time every night up until we leave...every night except for saturday anyway.
About a week ago I came across a blog that brought back so many things.
This was the first entry that I read...CLICK HERE.
And then today, i went back & read that her daddy had passed & read this....CLICK HERE.
I remember the last 24 hours so vividly....but I will save it for another day.
I love you. so. much. I miss you, your smile, your will to fight, your love for everyone. I miss holding your hand, I miss kissing you hello & goodbye, I miss going in to the house to find you sitting in the recliner with your bags ready to go, I miss helping you down the stairs & I miss helping you get in to the van. I miss the massive amounts of kleenex that were in your pockets. I miss how you couldn't speak a whole sentence without taking a breath in the middle of it. I miss how with just one look, i knew whether you were having a good day or a bad day.
I remember last year at Ia Oe, I was the last to arrive in Oakland & the van that I was in was late to the venue. When we walked in to the dressing room, it was so obvious that everyone had been crying & i had missed whatever had just happened. I looked over to you, sitting on the seat of the walker & you waved me over. I went to kiss you hello & you hugged me & said "i'm so glad that you're here." Even though I had a rough day that day prior to that, with Marcel going in to the ER finding out that he was diabetic, I too was so glad to be there with you.
I love you....
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Monday, October 11, 2010
Monday, October 11, 2010
Hi Mama,
How are you today? Anything exciting? Not much going on today, other than the usual here at home, then i'll be heading to halau later on. Palua & Kane have practice tonight. We're down to the last weeks before Ia Oe & we're getting down to the "cleaning up" in all of our songs. I'm feeling pretty confident in our group songs, kahiko & auana, but not so much in my solo songs. I'm having a hard time putting together my kahiko & making it flow. It's frustrating.
Guess who's coming? Gram!! She arrives here on the night before we leave for Ia Oe, then we fly to Oakland the following day for 5 days, then she'll be coming back to Seattle until we all fly home the following week. It'll be so nice to have her here & travel with halau. I'm especially looking forward to her being here for your one year.
Last week, 16 of us traveled to San Jose for Ka Hula Hou. We had the best time. For us girls that traveled, it was so relaxing & nice to just be there & support & help where needed. For the boys, they worked hard & did great. You know what was nice, Uncle Mark mentioned you a couple of times & even after the competition was done, we had a moment in the back dressing room, we cried & he mentioned how he missed you. We had a similar moment last year at Ia Oe & that was before you had even left us. A few folks actually asked where you were or shared their condolences with us. It's so nice to know that you are missed.
I can't believe how fast the time has gone by. While i'm sad that i can't share the daily things with you & have you here for selfish reasons, i'm so happy that you are healthy & stronger than you've ever been. I can give up my selfish needs to have you smiling, laughing, breathing well & enjoying life to the fullest. I know that you are always looking down on me, dad, my family & halau & that you miss us too.
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Wednesday, September 29, 2010
Wednesday, September 29, 2010
Dear Mom,
For the past few days, I've been anxiously anticipating the next few weeks that are ahead of me. I don't mean the trips & responsibilities that I have, I mean reflecting on the past...on the particular dates coming up.
If I had known then, (then being on this day last year), what I know now....I wouldn't have gone to Long Beach, WA.
Last year on this day, I took a 3 day vacation without the kids with Marcel for our anniversary. We slept in, had breakfast & decided to take a drive on the beach that stretched for miles. I scolded him for driving too close to the water, because I was afraid that we'd get swept out to sea. We drove by a family who was posing with a penguin & he made fun of me for "seeing things." We made a u-turn so that he could see that I was right & he was wrong. We made another u-turn to go back in the direction we were headed & drove until we saw signs indicating that we couldn't go any further.
So again, we made another u-turn & headed back where we came from. Again, I yelled at him to get away from the water, because this time it was on my side & if we get swept out, he'd have a chance to jump out of the truck & i'd be stuck, because I can't swim.
And then my phone rang. "Auntie Sue" on my caller i.d. I answered excitedly, because I knew that it was around the time that you'd be getting out of your appointment & that she'd have an update for me. Perhaps I had hoped that she'd tell me that they found nothing & that it's miraculously all gone. Isn't that what everyone hopes for?
That's not what she told me. In fact, when I answered, I don't even think I said "hello," I think I just said "how'd it go?" because I was anxiously awaiting this call. She was crying & said "not good." She told me that the cancer had spread to Mom's brain. There was 4 tumors. I really don't remember much after that, only that I was silent, crying & shaking.
I felt so awful for not being there at THAT particular appointment. More so that one, because I don't think that I had missed any appointments up to that point. And the one that handed a huge let down? Just not ok.
Marcel found a driveway to get off of the beach & I told him that I just wanted to go back to the room. I made phone calls to everyone because I wasn't home. I cried off & on for hours. I knew that I wanted to talk to you, but I didn't want to fall apart on the phone, so I waited until about 4 hours later.
And when you answered & I asked how you were doing, you said...
"Good. Now that I ate something."
That's how I knew you were ready to fight some more & I knew you'd be ok until I got home the next day.
As I leave this weekend to go with the gang to Ka Hula Hou, I will scream, I will have fun & I will help Uncle & the boys out the best that I know how, because I know that's what you would do & what you want done.
By the way, look at the Ka Hula Hou promo video...you're in it!! :)
I love you so much!! And miss you more & more every day.
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Sunday, September 19, 2010
Sunday, September 19, 2010
Dear Mama,
How are you today? Anything exciting? Nothing here today. Just being lazy lani with the kids. It's nice to just bum around the house. I did that yesterday too. It's getting a little too comfortable. LOL
The other day I received a video from Melissa Ponder of the interview that she did with you. It was so nice to see you sitting there. When the video opens, you're sitting there staring in to the camera. It was almost as if you were going to say something to me. I laughed at all the words you tried to say & how animated your face got when you'd talk about certain things. All the little small things that I no longer see everyday....I miss those things. I laughed through tears when you were trying to say endocrinologist & that it was a ear, nose & throat specialist, because that's not what it is....but it's so you to say something like that.
In 2 weeks a few of us are off to participate at Uncle Mark Ho'omalu's competition, Ka Hula Hou. I can't wait to go!! The boys have been working so hard & I know that Uncle has high intentions of winning. It adds fuel to his fire when the AHA boys post up videos & comments about how they're going to win. Then the boys die a little more at the next practice.
As for things here, Nunu is enjoying 5th grade. She likes her teacher & hasn't had much homework yet. She's looking forward to middle school & is telling me which one she wants to go to. I don't want to talk about it yet. Ry is NAUGHTY! She's so opposite of Nunu, she's aggressive, she's loud, she hits, she yells & is very independent. Marcel has been working a ton & is learning to take a few days off here & there, which is a surprise. Dad is doing well, still working, yet still enjoying spending time with everybody. I am working on re-vamping my photography business, been doing a lot of zumba (3-5 days a week) & at hula 3 times a week....for now. In October, we add one more practice. I'm sure Marcel will not like that, but it's only for a month.
After Ia Oe, i'm hoping to have a fabulous 1 year get together for you. I can't believe it's almost been a year. Where did the time go?
I hope that you are loving all that you are doing & experiencing things that you never got to when you were here. There are no limitations for you, so do it all. I love you & have been thinking of you so much lately. I hope that you miss me too.
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Monday, September 6, 2010
September 6, 2010
Hi Mommy,
Happy Labor Day!! Anything exciting today? Not much at all here. Typically every year we're just coming home from our trip to E Hula Mau. Not this year....we didn't participate & it was also a week earlier this year. As you already know, today is halau's birthday. Today we all spent the day at the halau, having a potluck, hanging out with one another & enjoying the day. It was so nice to relax & just be...
So things are finally feeling a bit normal. Marcel has been working days, I wake up early to get Nunu off to school & while I'm getting this ready for her, Ry wakes up. We get Nunu to school & the day is ours to do as we need to.
I've recently immersed myself in taking zumba at the gym. I love it so much. I'd much rather dance for the hour than work out on weights & the elliptical. My instructor is so much fun & makes the class go by so quickly. I've even taken some of my hula brothers & sisters to class to check it out too.
On top of doing zumba 3-4 days a week, I also have practice 3 times a week. Wednesday night is my solo practice night, then our wahine line has practices on Thursday's & Friday's now. So needless to say, i'm staying active & I enjoy it. I actually feel like i'm doing something for myself & I feel no guilt about it. I love it.
So lately, i've had you on my mind a lot. I dream of you often. In one of my dreams, I remember touching your face & you were still talking to me, telling me that you didn't feel any pain. But as I touched your face, you got colder & colder. Just as cold as you were the last time I touched your face in the hospital room the morning that you passed. I sometimes think that you channel things through Ry. I'm not sure exactly why, but I just do. It fascinates me that every single time Hinano (the bass) comes out, she runs over to it & starts to pluck at the strings. It happens every. single. time. It's so strange.
Anyway, I know that you were missed today while hanging out at halau. And not just today....everyday. Things are just not the same & doesn't run as smoothly as they did when you were here, but i'm trying my best. I love you so much & miss you more than you could ever imagine....
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Friday, September 3, 2010
September 3, 2010
MOM!! :)
And then a few days later, I photographed this....
And then 2 days later, this happened...
And then we decided to take a mini-vacation with some of our most favorite people in the world....
And then 3 days after returning from our getaway, I went to my first photography seminar which just so happened to include my favorite photographer, Jasmine Star....
And Nunu started 5th grade. Her last year in elementary school....yikes!!
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Tuesday, August 17, 2010
Tuesday, August 17, 2010
Hi Mama,
How are you today? Things are good here with all of us. Our schedules have been crazy hectic lately, but luckily it's starting to slow down & the kids will be back in school in about 2 weeks. I can't wait.
Wasn't Okekai's wedding beautiful? It was so hot, but it came together nicely. I was asked to put together a slideshow of them growing up until now as well as honoring those of their family & friends that have passed on. I had you in it & was ok watching it while I made it, but as soon as I watched it at the wedding, I cried. I just miss you....and I know that everyone else does too.
Halau is going good. As much as we try, it's hard to do your job as well as you did. The boys are preparing to go to Ka Hula Hou on October 2nd. And we're also preparing for Ia Oe E Ka La in November. I'm so excited to get out of town with everyone. Last week Uncle made soloist announcements...it's Albert & I. YAY!! I'm excited, I love the challenge....but I know when I get there that i'll be missing you & I anticipate an emotional breakdown at some point during that weekend.
I hope I make you proud everyday. I love you & miss you more than you could ever imagine...
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Monday, August 2, 2010
Monday, August 2, 2010
Dear Mom,
How are you today? Anything exciting going on? Not much today for me. Just spending the day cleaning house & getting things done. We spent the weekend in Vancouver, WA & Portland, OR. We left early Saturday morning & drove to Vancouver for Auntie Diva's ho'olaule'a where we usually do the dessert booth. We decided not to do the booth again this year, but instead decided to spend the day hanging out, enjoying the atmosphere & relaxing with the family. We ran into a few familiar faces while we were there...even this one...
Larlyn!! YAY!! I haven't seen her in forever & it was so nice to run in to her & catch up. Can you believe the kids are 12 & 8?? I feel old. When we were packing up & getting ready to leave, i heard the people on stage singing...
"there's a feeling.....deep in my heart....."
*sigh* I started to cry & made my way out of the park towards the car. I miss you. And it seemed as though the song played just to let me know that you were there with us.
We went to eat at Joe's Crab Shack after that & had a GREAT dinner. It was SO GOOD. And then we were pretty useless after that & had to go to the hotel to lazy around. On Sunday, we went school supply shopping & then got Nunu & Makana's hair cut, then we headed home in traffic.
I just wanted to come by here & let you know that I miss you every day. And that I hope that you are watching proudly from above.
I love you.
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Monday, July 26, 2010
Monday, July 21, 2010
Dear Mama,
Sheesh....it's been busy lately. It's crazy that the weekdays just fly by & before we know it, it's the weekend & we've got things to do. So much has been going on & I'm trying my best at planning for everyone, but it's so hard.
So here's what we've got coming up. In 2 weeks, Okekai & Steven are getting married. In 3 weeks, i'm taking pictures for the Kamehameha School Reunion. Then 2 days later, Samantha & Trevor are getting married. Then 2 days after that, a bunch of us are travelling out of town to stay at a vacation home for a few days. (i really can't wait for this!) Then in September we have a show in Seattle. October is Ka Hula Hou. And November is Ia Oe.
It's crazy that you could handle all of this stuff by yourself!!
I miss you so much everyday & wonder if you look down on us & miss us all too.
I love you.
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Sunday, July 4, 2010
Sunday, July 4, 2010
Hi Mama!!
Happy 4th of July!! Today is no different than the years past. We're headed over to Sean & Roxanne's to have our 4th of July festivities. I can't wait. I made sweet potato salad & banana cream delight, then I bought supplies for the kids to make sundae's. It's gonna be great. I have you here at the house while Dad's gone...i like having you here, even though i have my own small urn of you on my mantle.
I hope that you're having a wonderful day making ono food & lighting up the sky.
ps - i made your sweet sour spareribs the other day! i think i did pretty good.
I love you & miss you...
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Wednesday, June 30, 2010
Wednesday, June 30, 2010
Hi Mama!
How are you today? I just wanted to come by & say "hi" & leave you this picture that I took of the girls today. Gonna go by the house & pick you up to stay at my house while Dad is gone.
Love & miss you...
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Sunday, June 27, 2010
Sunday, June 27, 2010
Dear Mama,
How are you today? Anything exciting?
Not much on this side. Today i'm hoping to get some things around the house done that i've been wanting to do. One of them is done, so i'm glad for that. This week seemed to fly by & it seemed busy too. This week we celebrated 2 birthdays.
Ke'ola turned 7 years old on Wednesday & they had a bbq for her at Sean's house...
and then yesterday we celebrated Kapono's 6th birthday at Uncle Kamo & Auntie Ami's house...
and look how chubby Kehau is getting. Love it...
Anyhoo, i've been missing you a lot lately. Just wishing that you were here with us...physically...enjoying all these parties, bbq's & get togethers that we've been going to.
Did I tell you that Ry is walking FINALLY? Geez...it took her forever. She was walking all over the yard yesterday & climbing everything.
I love you & miss you more than you could ever imagine...
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